~~~~~RELAT 'I' ONSHIPS~~~~~~

                   FOR MANY …THIS MAY SOUND LIKE A CRAP……!

FOR FEW THIS MAY BRING YOU A 

NAP…...zzzzzz.!

still there is no end to my insanitY...!

In nature its obvious that we do have feelings and sexually get attracted to  the opposite gender.so nothing wrong in being  allured ,but how you are taking care of those attractions matters.

Flirting…loving….lust….extra martial affairs.....few unnamed  ……etc .sometimes these attractions lose their values and cross the bounds….ending up at women molestations.

Girls please don’t demand for your rights in roaming here and there, unless you are equipped with the strengths or techniques enough to safe yourselves on your hangouts. The physical beauty and weakness makes you people to be vulnerable for these beastly acts. One more point to mention is that gals can’t be captious about guys alone. The bedizen dressing not only catches their looks but also be a bait to their hooks. Guys ,involving in such crimes doesn’t hav any proper family relationships or sensibilities. Living in our current day society has become like going in rain without getting wet…….( nt kidding ).    

The united states of America is having women insecurity levels 8 times less than that of ours.so nothing wrong with the nation and to be frank nothing wrong with the people too……blame  Nature..! [:P].

  LOVE

Love is the only relationship which is a concoct of a varied feelings like Joy, Smile, Amae ( japanese word for satisfaction), headache, pestering, Ego and Jealousy .

Starting with JOY……one will be more happy and excited before proposing…..he/she will b thr at their disposal .Once if the other accepts their love then the joyous alacrity reaches cloud 9.Slowly enthusiasm fades out……but love remains. Craving for happiness is found later as mutual expectations are to be satisfied( THERE R EXCEPTIONS…….FEEL FREE TO PUT URSELF IN DAT ZONE comfortably ).

LOVE is an unknown feeling which veils up all other known feelings…!

Now as usually turning for the other side of the coin…….

WHEN WE LOVE SCOTCH WE LOVE TO HAVE IT ANYTIME……

ADDICTIONS ARE ALWAYS DESIRABLE INITIALLY BUT EARN TROUBLES LATER.!

LOVE IS A GREAT ADDICTION..!  

WE KNOE ,BUT STILL WE REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT..!

Few generalised complaints ……………(in active voice )

? 1. Always why it’s me calling you and why don’t YoU…?

I feel : If u r seriously in Love and you wanna talk…..why who calles whom matters to U..?                You wanna talk you call…….who knws may be the one on the other side can be waitng for ur call….or always thinking about urself…or….she/he doesn’t feel like calling u up…..let it be  NythinG…..if u wanna tak  call….!

?2. why your mobile always gives me a busy tone….wid whom r u talking….? ?

I feel : Y are u insecure…? ...if  your  love is so weak it  will be gone…..nd  loves of such kind are easily gets into oblivion. She can talk wid any of her friends……….and  dat can  be  about  You….who knws…?

Or even if  someone is also calling her up at d same tym even that fetches u a busy tone…dat myt also be a reason…….soo………chill Out !

?3.I ask you to do so many things but u never come up with any……y  don’t  u  love  me  properly…?

I feel : she might be a passive one…! Love is cnt  be materialistically measured. There might be a problem with ur  expectation levels….:P

?4.why you want to know evrythng about me….y don’t you give me my space..?

I feel : because she /he wants to knoe evrythng about u…….anythng abt u  interests her/him….!

If u don’t have anything to hide nd u r fair in urt relation then y it trouble u to  reveal urself…?

Its nt she/he pestering u ….its u  whose getting  irritated in order to escape …frm the time…!

?5.Why you cant come out with me….?  Y is it  like on this god damn(sry if blasphemy…:P ) earth

Its nly u keep busy  with ur relatives…..y cnt u spare sometime for me..?

I feel : who knws she  myt b really been busy……nd  she myt b that only rare one on this so called god damn earth to be always busy wid relatives..!

Why you go comparing with other people’s relationships  &  to imitate them ?

BuT  in LOVE  its obvious that ppl do really wanna spend time  together…………who knws what kind of pleasure one gets in looking into their loved eyes holding hands seated opposite ( few giggles…few goose bumps) ....few gt to experienced..! …..:P

LOVE  is to make lives more happy .

Keep loving till u sustain the feel and happiness…let LOVE nt be a burden because of the person whom u love or used to love..!

In tym travelling  u met him/her  first so u chose dem. If, in later days u find d same kind of person with those same habits , thoughts, fun and relationship values…or better than him then why don’t one loves dem too…?

What all u liked in someone…are there before u in other form……can also be more polished.

Having an internal craving and suppressing dat inward any satisfy your heart telling it some lame reason to skip him…?

LOVE  should  Bind u to be IN a Bond……..….nt a BOND shud BinD  LOVE in IT..!

LOVE has gt few responsibilities which are to be followed seriously……

TRUST

SHARING

ACCOUNTABILITY

 & ENTERTAINING …!

Initially one gotta question themselves whether they r quipped whid d following………its nt lyk u cant  LOVE……..but  U  cnt  make it a Proper one.!

Troubles, problems, quarrels and misunderstandings do come in love . When you got hurt by d others shouting its because u hurt dem before frm nt dng smthng expected so it exploded this way..!

( there are few psychos and maniacs……they r a great exceptions here :P ).

Quarrels do occur in order to sustain the happiness and to curb out the  misunderstandings…….

Voice  doesn’t  matter …at dat tym…take  the sense of those words..!

We Yell to Kill our Anger helL.!

“Because of u nly I got dis  anger…so I am sharing it wid u………Who elsz is  thr  for me….”

 It’s Not necessary to have a boyfriend or a girlfriend ……….but  dnt make it an Accessory  in jus having a relationship jus for sake of having one..!

If u cant control ur own life  then u have not gt any rights to control the lives of others in d veil of LOVE..!

LIFE AS WHEELS- a storY

                                                               

It’s 5.30 p.m.

Train running amid of lush green fields of paddy .Grains glowing with a golden hue as the sun is setting down to kiss the earth.

Meera  taking a sip from her  frothy Cappuccino reading Tolstoy seated in an Air-conditioned coach. Comfortably leaning back in her lounge ,legs cross legged .Straightened long loose hair falling onto her forehead every now and then .To her eyes the fields are serene and scenic .She lauds herself on her sensibility of aesthetic alacrity of her senses.

As the coach is comfortably cozy, the heat of the rocks , chilled breeze of the forests ,dripping rain drops from window grill and mosaics of mist on glasses are at absence. All alone in the train’s tranquility with few of her thoughts as  co-passengers.

Akila playing snakes and ladder with her cousin in the reserved coach searching her jute bag for few coins to buy some boiled peanuts. Akila’s costume s simple, as a cultural icon following all the so-called social etiquette. Her lifestyle wasn’t a chosen one it’s a standardised way, which she has been following sub-consciously. She is now 22 completed her degree in commerce a couple of years back, and going to marry in a year or so.

For her it doesn’t matter how aesthetic and serene the fields are , the philosophy or the so-called art of living. For her life is well defined with a combo pack of husband ,children ,kitchen and TV.    Let the earth stood still , doomsday ,Market trends, terrorism never ever seem to bother her.

ENVY you akila. She is amid of passengers who are discussing the day to day politics ,films and few crime sensationalisms. Few laughs few cries.

Durga with her months child in the general compartment holding the baby in one hand and the ceiling in other .the malnourished child is trying to pull out  the last tear drop from her small round hazelnut eyes .Durga was wrapped up in some old half torn saree, where she has managed  stitching few rags. Her husband left for town and hasn’t been home though it has passed a week. No one to care ,bare and bother her troubles ,she now headed to town in search of her missing husband.

Badra, Durga’s husband is a heavy boozer, in spite of not yielding a penny home ,every night he rips her back spilling blood out. The golden glow of grains made her tears to roll down her face .Her father’s small field got all burnt in front of her eyes being prey to envious neighbours.

She doesn’t need to know any statistics of Indian population . She is feeling all of it right inside the coach. Various hands touching here and there, creeping over her curves putting no end to the avarice lust. Neither she move, nor she leave her child, nor the ceiling, nor the train, nor her life. Not only her body, even her soul has become callous and got buried into deepest core of the planet earth .

       In the journey between Birth and Death, on the tracks where time runs on wheels ,it’s inevitable to jump out ,to accelerate or to hook back. Once born the life train goes on .The same fields churns out various feelings out of the three women. Durga’s tears roll down to curve up a smile on Meera’s glossy lips .Meera’s pity for Tolstoy’s protagonist ends up in her coach failing to reach out to Durga. Akila doesn’t even know why and where she is going. She lives her life without a pause and cause.

IT’s the same train, they are in but, their coaches differ to matter.

It’s the same world they are in but their conditions differ which matters…!

            
Life is Hard......we can change it......but  a lot pots of  determination nd will costs it..!  

This is nt a story  of   "Bethal -the ghost"...to pause your thoughts with a objective question.
this is a story of nt just three but....allmost all the lives of a countrY......!

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     HAPPINESS--eXPECTATIONss

                      Happiness which is a basic desideratum or a luxury or some hidden treasure of the human soul which either has to be discovered inwardly or invented from outside ……..is a key cardinal point to which v pivot from pole to pole…!  

Happiness is found in various fields in various forms following no norms….! It is a feeling which is deprived of any pre-defined factors and is highly independent in nature varying from each individual….!

Now let’s peep into happiness and its causes or demands  or some requirements……..etc. !

FOOD

Generally in case of food which is Delicious brings the happiness…

Food which is healthy in nutrients sustains the happiness…..if u can realise and value ur health….!

Wen ur are having ur fud u expect it to be yummy …..and when it hit your mark there it fills up ur mouth wid gulps and ur heart with joy…..!

DRESS-in case of the costumes if someone lauds dat u hav gt a great taste and   nice pair ur put on wid….it curves up a smile on  ur beautiful face to make it much pretty…….blushing..!

HOUSE   To people it doesn’t matter how u live in your home …but how ur home lives to looks….!

How its built, painted, furniture and decoration…………etc.

   People are aesthetic at all these sections which sub-consciously triggers the money and the status quo of the person. People carve on an Italian marble as  “Happy Home” where it lacks inside and just grandstands  its lavishness….!

It’s like having a great frame with a non-picturesque pic….!

In all these cases we knoe what is happiness and we framed few bounds and few rules and craving for it………..Happiness is a bona fide  feeling which comes to us and not dat we go to it.  It’s a expected feeling which comes unexpected to soothe the soul….!

LOVE

Love again a nobel and majestic expected feeling which comes unexpectedly as same way as the happiness…!

We can call them as pals or rivals.....depending upon the levels of Expectations……!

In case of love,

             We will be  more happy and joyous before the proposal…….than later .I am talking about a Love (may not be yours....jus to appease u now) which we used to find in our day to day lives as common as a cellular phone or some politician scandal…!

One thing we have to remember that when we expect something it should have a positive result and in case when it fails it yields sorrows…which culls happiness and love together with a single shot..!

Love is not a game of winning and losing…..!

     


         “We knoe that the people actually feel great to boast that they r the ones who got proposed first which satisfies their ego and  again incase of breaking up also they stress upon that they left  the otherone  which again satisfies the E`go’.”

If it’s a love den none needs to Propose and its known……..

If it’s a love then ppl brkup together to be independent nd not like one leaving the other…!

People generally brk up in process of understanding the person or not reaching their own expectation levels…!

          Love and Happiness are no longer been as Feelings or as emotions but have become as a standardised state of  zones where we comfort ourselves or live in illusions and a defined state …..!

 One thing is of sure …..either have LOVE or HAPPINESS……but wen u want a combo pack then leave ur SELF( no egos no attitudes)….!

  

 NOTES TO MYSELF........

Wen my mind thinks ....my body can just penn it.......as Gandhi ( let it b Nyone....as gandhi is popular his wrd counts.).said..."U BE D CHANGE WHAT U EXPECT THE WORLD TO BE "... i havnt quoted it xactly...but ......hope u gt conveyd..or b annoyed fr readn dis ...still i keep goinn.....! 

so i here in d process of  Changing...

or  

shwng u by writing d Change...

or 

born diffrnt ...nd revealn dat nw..

or 

gt irritated being d Change nd wanna u to JOIN ME.......! 

here  r  few wrds which chained up to mean smthng....!

i dnt knoe which particular LINE is d difference of  INTELLIGENCE & INSANITY.........so  hav been crossing ...passing nd surpassing it many times......presentng u some crap in these few lines.....which get updated.....wen  eva i get pissed off.....or......cheered up..! 

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"U NEED NOT PROVE SOMEONE IS BAD........INORDER TO PROVE DAT U R GUD.......!!! 

if u r gud ,den  y u go comparinG....??? "

"Y to think Positive..(so called positive as in self-help buks)..?...??
accept that things also be Negative.....& act accordnG 2 dem.....!

Dnt comfort urself by illusions.....!! "

"Fud which is tasty is nt gud for health.........

Beauty which is gud to luk nt gud at heart.....

attraction is always.......addictive.....though v knoe.....v dnt lyk 2 accept it..."

"Every nrml persn has gt a Spl. TALENT.....,
but if it is sooo spl...
hOw ..v nrml ppL gonna Recognise or Realise.."THEM"....?
so our gr8ness Lies in hands or minds of Othersss...!!....? ? "




" For evry one thrs is dis someone Spl...
born..&..Waitng......somewhr....
wid someother one......:P :P.......!!! "



 "When i hv gt wrk to do i feel Bored.....! ,
Bt wen thrs nthn 2 do .,..den no Boredom ,nd me with full freedm to do nythn..! "



" LOVE is a Chweet gamE.....
hw eva gud it is.....still atlass...
the GAME IS (or has to be ) OVER*....! "



"Beee Iconoclastic Ovr Archaic Compttv 'Lie' F....! "



"HAPPINESS :
Helpng others .....?
orr
What evryone thinks of U, wen u help others.....? "



"Dnt pity ppl who r physicaly disabled, crippld..!
Do fr who r psychologicaly as dats highly contagious..! "



"Woo"men r gud @ BEAUTY
CHARACTR &
BRAINS
but d conundrum is nly one of dem is PRESENT..!
(Discrete function )



"Evry one wants to ~ "love" ; "to be loved"
but
"cannot LUV d way "LUV" is."
V keep gng expectng D best .....either in 'person' or for 'person'.......! "



"Ur namE as hymn
Chime as Rhyme
in day and Dream
Time to Time
Ur namE as Hymn....! "






 "R v celebrating Independence........?
oR..
Independence Day....?
Independently...or fr others dependency....?....!!! "



 "Ppl inquisitively indulge in gossips abt others...

but neva in helpn ......lots n loads of crap freaks ,
wid creeping minds peeping ~IN & INN.......y....? "



"LUv gives Fun...leaves wid Pain....wen u Realise dis Sin....by den tym in Vain....ITS ALL INSANE...! "



 "Love is always associated wid a fascicle of .....Expectations~Egoes~Suspicions...& Pain..........so...its all in d GAME...!!! "




 "A single Success always yields a pack of liars, haters , hypocrites......!!
and
whr failures yields few huGs nd few pats....!!! "




"In nythng if u gotta hav trust; means thr r also chances of suspicion....in dat...!!
so y shud one forcely,intentionally Trust smone.......if its nt being ...involuntary.... ?? "



"The mOre u quArell....The mOre u bOthEr.....The mOre..u LOve...
keep YellinG....@ evry Darllng..!"

"PRINCE=PAUPER"....?...!!

                "PRINCE=PAUPER"....?...!! 


      In  the amid of the last nyt’s tranquillity as am not getting sleep I penned (as I can’t do anything other than) this piece of crap (so-called). I said crap as these pieces of ink are of no man’s business, where people consider these as writing for the sake of writing. Here this issue is just about the extremes of Indian people. Actually my childhood education taught me that between two extremes there will be many differences and nothing much in common. Being iconoclastic with academics, I love to share these similarities of the ostentatious high class teen and poor indigent species.

Starting with everyone’s first love …. “FOOD”;

PAUPERIZED : As per WHO Indian poor are having a very low nutrient food. The malnutrition is all because of not having proper money to buy food and the knowledge. Right from the lactation stage of the child, this nutrient imbalance is making them vulnerable to all deficiencies and diseases. Inability and Ignorance are striking balance in forestalling their wealthy Healthy.

URBANE : Here money is not a problem……but it has become a problem. More and more and money made the people to try more varieties finally ending up at fast foods, fried junks, pizzas and hot dogs. These packs of high calorie diet without any sufficient nutrients is making them to be anaemic, obese and many more hormonal problems in adolescence itself.

                                                         CLOTHES





PAUPERIZED : Thank GOD ( if u r a theist) , that there are at least few Rags left on this earth for the poor to cover up their body. Dressed up in a torn costume with all failed trials of covering up their skin.

URBANE: Common ppl …who doesn’t knoe the latest trend…? ; torn jeans …!
The more less u dressed the more u are cultured is the present scenario. The trendy girls are are making the skin as prey where commensurately becoming prey for the crimes on them. In some cases the price tags are being bigger than the costumes.

                                                            SEX
PAUPERIZED : Child marriages ,ignorance ,child molestations and brothel trading and normal unhygienic conditions of their lives making them a prey to HIV,STD’s(sexually transmitted diseases ) and Cervical cancers in case of women. Lots of counselling and enlightenment is required in case of them .

URBANE: Here also lots counselling is required because of multiple relationships people taking part in. In the so called pub and party culture drugs and drinks are trapping gals ( don’t simply pity them nw ) having pre martial sex. Many of these molestations doesn’t come into light keeping in view of the future of the person. So even here people are being in the zone of the STD’s (making 19 -25 is the highest percentage of infecting stage of HIV ).
                                                       SLEEP:

Jumping straight from non –sleeping zone to dormant stage .

PAUPERIZED : the day to day problems ,fighting for occluding the burdens . the daily price hikes ,social increase of standards and troublesome live hood is making them not to have a proper sleep.
“HERE PROBLEMS ARE DEPRIVING SLEEP.”

URBANE: “HERE THE SLEEP ITSELF IS A PROBLEM.”
The lifestyles ,irregular eating habits and the stress out life is making people to be a prey.


One thing we should know that being cultured is different from being educated. The poor has the habit of sharing more, more sensible , more cultured .this issue is not a classy bashing of the high class but just giving few instances and cases.

It’s all up to you decide whether to accept or contradict……!

E D U C A T I O N..!

‘Education’ ur in our ‘Tradition’

U show the ‘Direction’

As a child frm ‘Formation’

I found ‘Sensation’

In ‘Addition’ to my

Mom’s ‘Emotion’

& class ‘Promotion’

Cuz OF my skul’s ‘Realisation’

For my ‘Solution’

Of their ‘Examination’

I completed my ‘Matriculation’

Now I have got a ‘Confusion’

As I entered ‘Graduation’

Dun want to get into

ny ‘Attraction’

In selection of my ‘Location’

I want necessary ‘Information’

For conformation of my ‘Illusion’

& getting into new ‘Dimension’

So as to relieve my ‘Tension’

Plz give me a ‘Suggestion’

4 da sake of ‘Upgradation’

Of my ‘Education’

 ............................

Thanks for ur ‘Attention’

Of my present ‘Creation’

Meet u in da next  ‘Edition’

Of my ‘Innovation’……!!!

(written wen i am done wid ma +2 .....nd in process of gettng into U.G..! )

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