NOTES TO MYSELF........

Wen my mind thinks ....my body can just penn it.......as Gandhi ( let it b Nyone....as gandhi is popular his wrd counts.).said..."U BE D CHANGE WHAT U EXPECT THE WORLD TO BE "... i havnt quoted it xactly...but ......hope u gt conveyd..or b annoyed fr readn dis ...still i keep goinn.....! 

so i here in d process of  Changing...

or  

shwng u by writing d Change...

or 

born diffrnt ...nd revealn dat nw..

or 

gt irritated being d Change nd wanna u to JOIN ME.......! 

here  r  few wrds which chained up to mean smthng....!

i dnt knoe which particular LINE is d difference of  INTELLIGENCE & INSANITY.........so  hav been crossing ...passing nd surpassing it many times......presentng u some crap in these few lines.....which get updated.....wen  eva i get pissed off.....or......cheered up..! 

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"U NEED NOT PROVE SOMEONE IS BAD........INORDER TO PROVE DAT U R GUD.......!!! 

if u r gud ,den  y u go comparinG....??? "

"Y to think Positive..(so called positive as in self-help buks)..?...??
accept that things also be Negative.....& act accordnG 2 dem.....!

Dnt comfort urself by illusions.....!! "

"Fud which is tasty is nt gud for health.........

Beauty which is gud to luk nt gud at heart.....

attraction is always.......addictive.....though v knoe.....v dnt lyk 2 accept it..."

"Every nrml persn has gt a Spl. TALENT.....,
but if it is sooo spl...
hOw ..v nrml ppL gonna Recognise or Realise.."THEM"....?
so our gr8ness Lies in hands or minds of Othersss...!!....? ? "




" For evry one thrs is dis someone Spl...
born..&..Waitng......somewhr....
wid someother one......:P :P.......!!! "



 "When i hv gt wrk to do i feel Bored.....! ,
Bt wen thrs nthn 2 do .,..den no Boredom ,nd me with full freedm to do nythn..! "



" LOVE is a Chweet gamE.....
hw eva gud it is.....still atlass...
the GAME IS (or has to be ) OVER*....! "



"Beee Iconoclastic Ovr Archaic Compttv 'Lie' F....! "



"HAPPINESS :
Helpng others .....?
orr
What evryone thinks of U, wen u help others.....? "



"Dnt pity ppl who r physicaly disabled, crippld..!
Do fr who r psychologicaly as dats highly contagious..! "



"Woo"men r gud @ BEAUTY
CHARACTR &
BRAINS
but d conundrum is nly one of dem is PRESENT..!
(Discrete function )



"Evry one wants to ~ "love" ; "to be loved"
but
"cannot LUV d way "LUV" is."
V keep gng expectng D best .....either in 'person' or for 'person'.......! "



"Ur namE as hymn
Chime as Rhyme
in day and Dream
Time to Time
Ur namE as Hymn....! "






 "R v celebrating Independence........?
oR..
Independence Day....?
Independently...or fr others dependency....?....!!! "



 "Ppl inquisitively indulge in gossips abt others...

but neva in helpn ......lots n loads of crap freaks ,
wid creeping minds peeping ~IN & INN.......y....? "



"LUv gives Fun...leaves wid Pain....wen u Realise dis Sin....by den tym in Vain....ITS ALL INSANE...! "



 "Love is always associated wid a fascicle of .....Expectations~Egoes~Suspicions...& Pain..........so...its all in d GAME...!!! "




 "A single Success always yields a pack of liars, haters , hypocrites......!!
and
whr failures yields few huGs nd few pats....!!! "




"In nythng if u gotta hav trust; means thr r also chances of suspicion....in dat...!!
so y shud one forcely,intentionally Trust smone.......if its nt being ...involuntary.... ?? "



"The mOre u quArell....The mOre u bOthEr.....The mOre..u LOve...
keep YellinG....@ evry Darllng..!"

"PRINCE=PAUPER"....?...!!

                "PRINCE=PAUPER"....?...!! 


      In  the amid of the last nyt’s tranquillity as am not getting sleep I penned (as I can’t do anything other than) this piece of crap (so-called). I said crap as these pieces of ink are of no man’s business, where people consider these as writing for the sake of writing. Here this issue is just about the extremes of Indian people. Actually my childhood education taught me that between two extremes there will be many differences and nothing much in common. Being iconoclastic with academics, I love to share these similarities of the ostentatious high class teen and poor indigent species.

Starting with everyone’s first love …. “FOOD”;

PAUPERIZED : As per WHO Indian poor are having a very low nutrient food. The malnutrition is all because of not having proper money to buy food and the knowledge. Right from the lactation stage of the child, this nutrient imbalance is making them vulnerable to all deficiencies and diseases. Inability and Ignorance are striking balance in forestalling their wealthy Healthy.

URBANE : Here money is not a problem……but it has become a problem. More and more and money made the people to try more varieties finally ending up at fast foods, fried junks, pizzas and hot dogs. These packs of high calorie diet without any sufficient nutrients is making them to be anaemic, obese and many more hormonal problems in adolescence itself.

                                                         CLOTHES





PAUPERIZED : Thank GOD ( if u r a theist) , that there are at least few Rags left on this earth for the poor to cover up their body. Dressed up in a torn costume with all failed trials of covering up their skin.

URBANE: Common ppl …who doesn’t knoe the latest trend…? ; torn jeans …!
The more less u dressed the more u are cultured is the present scenario. The trendy girls are are making the skin as prey where commensurately becoming prey for the crimes on them. In some cases the price tags are being bigger than the costumes.

                                                            SEX
PAUPERIZED : Child marriages ,ignorance ,child molestations and brothel trading and normal unhygienic conditions of their lives making them a prey to HIV,STD’s(sexually transmitted diseases ) and Cervical cancers in case of women. Lots of counselling and enlightenment is required in case of them .

URBANE: Here also lots counselling is required because of multiple relationships people taking part in. In the so called pub and party culture drugs and drinks are trapping gals ( don’t simply pity them nw ) having pre martial sex. Many of these molestations doesn’t come into light keeping in view of the future of the person. So even here people are being in the zone of the STD’s (making 19 -25 is the highest percentage of infecting stage of HIV ).
                                                       SLEEP:

Jumping straight from non –sleeping zone to dormant stage .

PAUPERIZED : the day to day problems ,fighting for occluding the burdens . the daily price hikes ,social increase of standards and troublesome live hood is making them not to have a proper sleep.
“HERE PROBLEMS ARE DEPRIVING SLEEP.”

URBANE: “HERE THE SLEEP ITSELF IS A PROBLEM.”
The lifestyles ,irregular eating habits and the stress out life is making people to be a prey.


One thing we should know that being cultured is different from being educated. The poor has the habit of sharing more, more sensible , more cultured .this issue is not a classy bashing of the high class but just giving few instances and cases.

It’s all up to you decide whether to accept or contradict……!

E D U C A T I O N..!

‘Education’ ur in our ‘Tradition’

U show the ‘Direction’

As a child frm ‘Formation’

I found ‘Sensation’

In ‘Addition’ to my

Mom’s ‘Emotion’

& class ‘Promotion’

Cuz OF my skul’s ‘Realisation’

For my ‘Solution’

Of their ‘Examination’

I completed my ‘Matriculation’

Now I have got a ‘Confusion’

As I entered ‘Graduation’

Dun want to get into

ny ‘Attraction’

In selection of my ‘Location’

I want necessary ‘Information’

For conformation of my ‘Illusion’

& getting into new ‘Dimension’

So as to relieve my ‘Tension’

Plz give me a ‘Suggestion’

4 da sake of ‘Upgradation’

Of my ‘Education’

 ............................

Thanks for ur ‘Attention’

Of my present ‘Creation’

Meet u in da next  ‘Edition’

Of my ‘Innovation’……!!!

(written wen i am done wid ma +2 .....nd in process of gettng into U.G..! )

మగువ-తగువ...?

మగువ ముట్టనని
మాటలాడనని
తగువ పెట్టుకొని మరీ
తీర్మానించుకున్న
నా ఆశ నా శ్వాస లో  ఏకమైన
స్వతహాగా సంక్రమించిన గ్రీష్మం
ఏకీభవించక,
మనో శారీరక సంఘర్షనలలో  
మునిగి
ఎటూ తేలక ఏది తెమలని
ఈ
తికమక తొలగక
అటు సరైనది తగలక
తగిలనది  ఇక వదలక   
ఇకనైనా నా చదువు సాగేనా

ఓ మల్లికా.......?  ? ? .....!!!

IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE.

MOVIE:  IT’S AWONDERFUL LIFE.
CAST : JAMES STEWART,DONA REED.
DIRECTOR: FRANK CAPRA
“It's a Wonderful Life”, raises and answers a question that all of us think of at some point of time: "What would this world be like if I had never been born?".
               This socio-fantasy flick has got few of the finest romantic conversations ever , filming hilarious intellectual romance between James Stewart and Dona Reed. “It's a Wonderful Life” tales the story of George Bailey (James Stewart), as a child, was selfless, risking his own life (and losing his hearing in one ear) to save his brother from drowning. As an adult, many of his personal pleasures and also he gave up his dreams of traveling the world and going to college ,to stay home and manage the Bailey Building and Loan Society after his father passed away. Throughout his life, George lived by a creed that always placed human need above riches, and, as a result, his only wealth was in his friends and family. He is always rational and humane in his approaches to people and very considerate in his banking business in spite of his tough, rancorous rival Potter.

Potter (movie giant Lionel Barrymore ), willing to do anything to get his hands on bailey’s property as it’s the only one which he doesn’t own in that city ,so he cheats, bribes and steals putting no end to the tussles , mutilates George. The troubles start affecting George here , though they have been there earlier. He tries a lot to come out the bankruptcy and from a case which was filed against him. So at dis point of time he gets vexed up and cannot grapple up with any more pickles .

On a fine day under the surveillance of the Almighty he decides to commit suicide. Here enters the angel which makes George to realise how life would have been there in the city and the people on absence of him. He finds the total city in the hands of Potter, with all commercial strands like casinos, Epitaph of his brother, his childhood boss in a desolate condition and few more sites that makes him to realize and as he returns home, he finds all his family and friends worried about him. He gets his troubles cleared up not by the omnipotent but by his family and friends.
It’s a favourite for both Capra and James Stewart, but it was a miscarry at the box office. It achieved its deserved recognition, albeit after four decades after it was first released.

PATHER PANCHALI

                                                           

      Sorry guys ! as I am here interrupting your 21^st century with a antediluvian  flick of 1950’s which is  the braggadocio of  Indian cinema ;Pather Panchali (song of the little Road ),based on a Bengali literary classic by Bhibhuthi bhushan  Bandopadhyay ,directed by the man of the indian cinema Satyajit Ray,  is a luminous revelation of Indian life in a language that all the world can understand , a language of eyes, a language of emotions which makes  you to  envisage that its not only reel but also real.

   Ray influenced by the Italian neo-realism from the films of Jean Renoir and vittorio de sica, made this masterpiece grappling with many troubles. To be frank there is no story in it; the ordinary life of almost every poor family (comprising 80% of Indian population at that time) .

The husband who is unruffled , not worrying but bothering about the family, where at times we feel that he is inefficient and whose thoughts as daydreams. The housewife who worries about the pay he gets, the family needs and about kids and their upbringing. Now introducing one of  best characters of film ,who makes us mesmerised and spellbound by her splendid role-the Aunt.

The story is all about their livelihood , how they survive, how they pay life at cost of their deaths. One when the Old woman dies and later being their daughter Durga .  Undergoing all this Emotional and Economical problems  they still sustain hope on their lives. This tragedy never makes you feel bad but makes you more sensible and realistic, with a haunting  rhapsodic soundtrack by the music maestro Pandit Ravi Shankar .

In making of the film Ray brooked many difficulties almost at par with the characters of his film . He got no financial support, kept waiting for the government loan which finally approved from the government of Bengal. At a stage he sold his wife’s  jewellery and made the film using the leftover parts of the reel and clubbing up them again. This film showed the world the standard of the Indian cinema making it to won a ‘best human document ‘ at the Cannes film festival (1956).

Later he came up with the Aparajitho and Apu Sansar which are the part of the Apu Triology. After them he never looked back.  Some more best films of Ray are Charulatha , Aganthak , Teen kanya ,Nagarik and etc. The Japanese god of cinema Akira kurasawa   said “Not to have seen the cinema of Ray means existing in the world without seeing the Sun or the Moon”.

This is not a review. I just came up with a will to introduce this to people who haven’t yet seen a Ray’s film. Hope you just give a try.

  

LIVE LOVE LAUGH ...................!!!!

Hi   ppl..........in this post I have got few doubts which i feel lyk posting........Its better I coin them as ma thoughts...which always keep sagging me.

? Every one of us have many or few expectations on or loved ones and sometimes...to be frank many times we get turned off..! ; Is it because we are quixotic with our expectations (or) we are more selfish (or) our gal/guy is not that true in the relationship (or) is that we are not quite understanding and unable to put ourself in their shoe........? ..?

! So  its better we don’t have any expectations ....and accept them as the way they are...,and say to yourself that every is nt as romantic as “ME”..!

?? How many of us would prefer to gift someting to mother than their gal/guy...?.....; and   When mom scolds on us we shout bak yelling lyk anything ...but  when our gal or guy shouts on us we try to get d world at their feet.....?...? why dis.....?

!! Its all Fear ; the fear of replaceability. No one can take off our son-mother relationship....no substitution for d position of son....,but in the place of gal/guy its nt lyk dat  so.....we keep all d coolness with us and  be very patient .

???We suspect and doubt our beloved  at times in few situations.............is dat our suspicious mean character or our possessive  and loving nature....?

!!! well......it happens that sometimes we do feel in such way....at some part of the relationship in these days (kaliyugaa...ryt..! ). Its obvious that as we are damn possessive  and caring we do suspect but that doesn’t hav anything to do with trusting of each other........as simple as that. We do hav to give some space to our beau.

???? LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT..................lol.....?

!!!! I donno exactly whether this had been phrased by Shakespeare, Maugham or Keats  

or because these 3 hrs short movies....as the hero gotta luv nd marry her in a short span . I agree with the phrase that Lust at first sight, as wen we first look at the opposite gendre Oxytoxin is the hormone which produces inside us,this makes us to get attracted to them by the physical parameters.  

???? How come everyone has their Romeo/Juliet and are flurry in havin one.....?

!!!! Everyone has got their inamorato ....it has been from a accessory state to necessity. It has been a trendy status quo. So everyone was in hurray choosing one, where they are craving to co-opt one in In and around the bounds. Not waiting much and finding ease in getting one........!; this  exempts many but in general......!!

????? Why we quarrel at our loved ones too........?

!!!!! We are born selfish nd i do accept that it helps in growing up great....but it also injects a shot of ego every now and den which builds up to a mammoth amount by d onset of youth. We fight ,argue, verbose yell to prove that we are right....but in this process of pettifog we win the moment but hurt the hurt and ours later........neva argue......wen ppl are one why to separate that by a Win....?..!

?????? If u are good does that mean that others are bad....? ,...in general ppl intention is to prove that others are bad  and so thats why they are good.

!!!!!! We always compare ourselves with others relatively in a small packed group to knoe whether we are good or bad.We iniatially prove them to be bad  making our path clear so as everyone is bad we are good. But we cant say that others are also good  and i am also.......we cant accept few ..!

??????? If you ever gonna kiss someone , then do you do making assured that hes gonna be ur man/lady for lifetime or you do because you like them.....?
!!!!!!! Actually as a kiss has nothing else than a blend of emotions and hormones.....so if we like the person...., felt him to be sensible enough then we do........but  its not lyk dat we take surity and..guarantee cards......!!

???????? If we encounter a person with the same qualities , habbits and and the same spices wouldn’t that turn us again....as we liked the same thing in our wooer before. So don’t we get attracted to dem den...?

!!!!!!!! hmm......here these kind of the persons are the reason many a times for many break ups and divocees......!!! they do attract unless we are staunch and drenched in our relationships....!!!

Finally one thing .........in all these cases we comfort ouselves  intentionally and compromise  to ease our hearts of these things but we are not inbuilt  that things are lyk this nd let dem happen..as the way they are........

LIVE LOVE LAUGH ...................!!!!